European CoMYV'z ~ヨロッパの仔ＭＹＶｚ

Old piccies- same feelings. 俺のベイビへ

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Mon, 15 Sep 2008 18:16:41 GMT

Isn't it lovely when you stumble into old piccies somewhere in the very depths of your compu chan? It makes u remember why life is awsome sometimes. And reasons to smile banana style.

- this is the piccy that made me all melancolic and caused me to look for more. It's strange how much love you can express through a simple gesture like holding hands.

I love you funky マンキベイビ. More than anything else in this crazy world ( ok maybe not more than MYVsama, just as much <3)

This is a tribute to us:
Cheers　

(σ・∀・)σ This was last year for MYVsama'z bday. Did one year really pass?

(σ・∀・)σ Funky was just pretending to be brave she's actually scared of champagne~

(σ・∀・)σ I wanted so much to take you to this park that summer! funny how we only managed this summer...remember studying Japanese together there?

Remember?

(σ・∀・)σ This was my present for Funky's 20th birthday.Took her to a Japanese restaurant. Gods...has it been 2 years already?

(σ・∀・)σ Us before MYV...was there even such a time? Or were those ppl really us? w3

(σ・∀・)σ Going to univ...I think I might miss that road every day, but all for the best ~

and how I waited for you in front of the parc every day ...

(σ・∀・)σ Yamato drummers last fall, haha we clapped so hard our hands were read. Just coz they're Japanese w...Screamed daisuki at them haha.

(σ・∀・)σ Ah last winter was really gorgeous. After seeing MYV sama that summer, it felt that only last year we really started to live. And aim so high...

雅様心から本当にありがとうな。

As for me and my hanii...

Drinking our coffee together in the morning...

Getting drunk like piggies togethr ( ok, more me than you X3)

Flyin' high...

really really there for eachother...

You'll never ever be alone hanii.
Because if there's no 'us', there's nothing

"Let's walk together to a brighter future, side by side"

I love you more than most of this baka world can get.
Coz ur the "dinte" to my "prese" hahahahah
And the "sparky" to my "bautsai" Ψ(｀∀´)Ψ
And coz there's no dreaming if we don't dream together right?

And either way, all this stuff is beyond words.
Luv yo nose

Bday video done!!!

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Sun, 14 Sep 2008 10:28:58 GMT

FUFUFUFUFU
MWAHHHAHAHAH
KEKEKEKEK
*insert other evil laughter styles here*

I am doneeee! Actually I was done last night at 8 my time, after 20 hours of work, and an ammount of coffee that would probably kill a bull w ( with liquor of course X3)
That explains the many mistakes I did...prolly. SOrry ppl m(_ _)m

I worked non stop the day before (until 4.30 am), and yesterday when my fuckin nice neighbour decided to drill holes in his stupid walls at 9 !!! am ( SOME PEOPLE DAMN WORK AT NIGHT!! このアホんだろう！） So then I worked some more...until 6 pm my time when I stopped to open the champagne, coz it was 12 am at night in Japan. So...there was some screaming, some fanmail sending, some more screaming of loud TANJOUBI OMEDETOU + some more ingesting of alcohol, then I was back to work, and finished 2 hours later. I give u the result:

So then, I went to buy cake ingridients and food at 9 pm...yeah what?? It's perfectly normal X3.
I was sad tho coz my Funky was stuck at work, but she ended up coming over at 11 pm when she was done, so our cake was backed at night! But I think it suits MYV sama. Plus it's the prettiest cake ever~ (in my opinion of course, coz it made me so happY)

Ah I have a sense of fufilment htat's almost overwhelming. Coz I've been working so hard for the projects this past days, and now...I can just relax. But I dunno if I still know how to 笑

But all I can hope is it puts a smile on Myv-sama's face. Nothing is more beautiful than his smile really, so of course, it's all worth it.

Aaaa how I wish I had a loud voice so I could scream and be heard all the way to japan.

WE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU Funky GUITAR SAMURAI-SAMAAAAAA!

ヽ(・∀・)人(・∀・)ノヽ(・∀・)人(・∀・)ノヽ(・∀・)人(・∀・)ノヽ (・∀・)人(・∀・)ノヽ(・∀・)人(・∀・)ノヽ(・∀・)人(・∀・)ノヽ( ・∀・)人(・∀・)ノヽ(・∀・)人(・∀・)ノ

Bucharest...is actually beautiful...

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 16:18:48 GMT

Yeah...I am actually posting a blog. You can clap for me later X3.

Yesterday

Well, like most of my life, it revolved around Miyavi ( in a non-obssesive way of course *grin*).
Namely, it was the day we went to take Bucharest pictures for the project and...
すべての後には素晴しいようブクレシティは。(☆∀☆)

　I guess it's all in the way you look at things, or the places you look for...dunno, I'm not gonna linger on that though.
The day was so pretty, I still feel like smiling like an idiot.

Onto the piccies tho.

　It started with me impatiantely waiting for my honey

-> Here she comes きれいんだよ。

-> we were just pretending to be the photographers, actually

-> My new lover <3 ( actually, this is what smelling Myv-sama'z fregrance does 2 ya)

-> this is the 'Cec' building, it's some kind of...old bank building.

初期だよ、でもお誕生日おめでとうＭＹＶ様！

->old and new

-> it's a lie, we don't really Love Bucharest ( w)

-> We wonder if it'd be dangerous at night ( not keen to find out)

It was lovely to walk around in the Historical downtown, it was almost like it had a different air to it. You know, it's funny too live so long in a place, and miss so many beautiful things it has to offer.

-> Had to take a brake ( to plot)
-> That's Vlad Tepes behind us ( the man who inspired Dracula stories)

-> Then, when we started getting bored with the monotony, we met some lovely ladies ~ *flirt*

-> And some lovely dudes ( it was a hard choice X3)

-> So we chose eachother ( 大好きハネイ）

-> We had to take another brake ( to rest)

-> ended the day with a conffession <33 ( w)

yeah...we CAN FLY-High.

I might add more pictures later, but truth is we had a hell lot of fun, and it was good, because it reminded me why we started the CoMYV Crew and this project to start with. It was to have FUN and live our lifes to the fullest ( like Miyavi says). You might not be able to change everything at once, but nothing will change without taking the first step right?

So, even if something seems hard to do, why won't you give it a try before u say 'i give up?' You might be surprise how many things u can actually do. And how much fun it can all be...
Let's not call it 'work' anymore, or the idea behind our Crew, might just die. Let's call it FUN ok?

CoMiyavi from all around the WORLD!!!!!

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:21:43 GMT

We're not gonna let language barriers, or distance put us down right??
『 Somewhere, somehow, we're always connected　』
So for 14th September we have one last plot up our sleeve X3 ( one for the entire WORLD)

What you need to do?
(σ￣ー￣)σ record yourself saying "Happy birthday. The world loves you." in your native language. ( fun and easy for anyone to take part)
We are going to put together a video with this message in as many languages as possible, and we're gonna post it on YouTube on the 14th ( the highquality version, will also be on the DvD we are sending as our present for his birthday <3)

Send the msgs at myvscrapbook@gmail.com.
I am going to update the list with the languages we have covered as I get the audio files.

World peace <3.

European CoMYV'z BirthdayProject

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 20:30:12 GMT

European CoMyv'z new plot~ Birthday Project.

Miyavi-sama's birthday is coming, sadly he is not in Europe with us anymore (though the best place for spending your birthday is definetly home), that doesn't mean our messages and feelings can't reach him all the way to Japan.

Alright, seriously, my intention is not to confuse anyone so I will try to make this as sketchy as possible, and let you guys ask for the details that interest you (σ ゜д゜)σ I said that but I will probably end up writing a lot of nonsense.

Anyways,

* aura of mistery lifted*

Fun Europe Tourguide Book

by CoMYV'z

Yup, so that means ( feel free to add to our ideas) we noticed how much Miyavi-sama loves to sightsee, especially the interesting places, so we'd love to show him Europe ( our home) from our point of view.
For this we need you to ~
☆ take pictures of fun, artisy, beautiful, original, spacial places you know and love in your country/ or places that remind you of the kabuki-style, Miyavi himself for who knows what reason. ( stay away from what you would find in a tourist book if you can ). The pictures must be taken by you, show off what you love most about your country/city home.
☆ But your job doesn't end here, since we are Miyavi-sama's TourGuides in this Photo Album make sure to add your very own funny,crack, or serious description of the pictures you send
☆we also want to add pictures showing your CoMYV-ness ( sorry for the new word:
!!! show through the piccies you send us what makes you a CoMyv, it can be:
- a picture of you,
- your Miyavi shrine,
-kabuki clothes, paintings, designs you made
- any other crazy things that go through your ' MYV freaks' X3 minds.

* If you have any pictures from concert preparations/ interesting activities during the concerts this year those also count as entries.

This book, as far as we figured so far, would look it's best in the shape of a big ( a4) PhotoAlbum. What do you guys think?

EUROPE LOVES YOU~ Otanjoubi Omedetou DVD

An idea for a DVD was up for a long time, but we changed it to incorporate the new ideas ( and due to the fact that Saito-sama actually filmed the queue line at every concert, so not much fun in filling a dvd with that (~>_<)~. So, our Crew came up with:

Birthday Dvd Table of Contents ( subject to change):
☆'2 b wiz u' with the videos we gathered from the making of our ~Yoroppa ha kimi o aishiteru~ Scrapbook project this year <3. If you have any video concert waiting line ( like a good filming of the Hare Miyavi in London) please send it to us!
☆'We love you-世界は君を愛してる' with birthday pictures you guys will send us. So basically, pictures, postcards,fanart for his birthday will all be made into another music video.
You can take piccies of anything you made specially for his birthday, the catch is you have to do it earlier, since our deadline will sadly be in August.

And last but not least (so please put all your love in it):

☆ BIRTHDAY VIDEO MESSAGES
We want you to send us videos ( max 1 min, don't make them too short, but not unecesarelly long) in which you wish Miyavi-sama Happy Birthday in your own original way.
A few Guidelines for this ( don't read rules, because they are not)
- it would be lovely if everyone talked in their own language, and added translations on the video ( or if you don't know how to edit the video send us the translation along with it). Individulizm
- you don't necesarly have to appear in the video if you are camera shy (☆∀☆), you can film anything Miyavi-related, that can be a place, your room, crazy CoMyv time. You can also either speak or sing the message, we're happy with as much diversity as we can get.

*breath* I will definetly edit later to add more.

WHERE TO SEND
(σ￣ー￣)σ Please send all your pictures to myvscrapbook@gmail.com with the Subject: Bday Project. Don't forget to send your comments for each picture in the e-mail ( don't add them on the piccies themselves)
(σ￣ー￣)σ cyaneyeddreamer is our Dvd editior, please send him all your videos ( or more exactly links to where your videos are uploaded: mediafire is a good uploader, but slow for bigger files) at this e-mail adress: cyaneyeddreamer@gmail.com
Please try to keep your videos one of the most popular formats. Also please don't send youtube links ( or don't upload them on Youtube if you can, at least until after/or on his bday <3)

Phew....think I said all?

This is a Crew ( read: Team) project so please please give us all your ideas, tell us what you think, and help us make it better, as long as you guys are here, you are part of it all!
CoMYV <3

European CoMYV Project Review

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 16:13:51 GMT

European Project Review

Because, I really don't want to start our community by killing everyone's friend page, I think I'll hide most of it behind the lj-cut ( not here, I need to kill them at leas a bit Ψ(｀∀´)Ψ )

Sadly, this year we weren't as well organized as we hoped, things like language barrier, lack of trust in CoMyv united power ( which proved to be an amazing force in the end), tiredness, lack of experience and many other things stood in our Crew's way, but in the end....with a lot of adventures, we managed to pull through and sucesfully complete it.
For those that we sadly couldn't inform in time ( * bows dramaticaly* ) first of all, we're very sorry, and second of all, this project I am talking about considted of an European Fanbook for Miyavi-sama ( piccies under the cut)

That being said,

The Projects

We love you -ヨーロッパは君を愛してる- Scrapbook 2008

Ah...our Scrapbook really went through the worst possible adventures, but to start with the beging.
The idea behind the Scrapbook: Miyavi-sama brings Europe together
How we showed this: by gathering fanmail and incredibly gorgeous fanart from all around Europe between the covers of one big European Fanbook. The diversity of it all made it so pretty I almost didn't want to get my hands off it heh.

- it wasn't only pretty, but also full. I swear...if we had one more entry I don't think it would have fitted in

The book's adventures: And when I say adventures, I mean ADVENTURES. To start with, the covers were done by the really talented ashura_alexis but, she is from Italy, and first the book was dilivered to the Italian coordinator ladycaos. She then mailed it to us through EMS on the 9(?)th June. We were set to leave on the 18th, and the postal service in Italy assured her it will arrive in maximum 5 days. But because we're talking about Romanian Postal service of course that WASN'T the case.
When on the 17th the book hasn't yet arrived and I was already panicking scrambling to do an emergency improvisation, my boyfriend saved the day by talking with a lady he knew at the postal office and managing to get the book that had supposedly just arrived that morning.
Gomen for giving everyone on the forums such a scare.

Because in Koln it was raining at night when we slept there, and we didn't know the language, there was no message gathering there ( we're very sorry and appologise profoundly for everyone looking for us in Koln) During the day we got angry with some not so nice fans and because we were badly squished at the concert and exhausted from the road, we just ran to the hotel to catch a few hours of sleep before driving to Berlin. Again, we're very very sorry.

In Berlin the story was different though, a not so Jetlagged and full of energy Miyavi-sama rocked us so hard I think we're still living on the high to this day. Therefor, when the concert was over, though we weren't wearing the uniforms people jumped us, we met Nina and Kertu they gave us some entries and then the sweetest German girls that were in Koln too ran to us and hugged us, so we took advantage to ask for a translator so we can gather signatures.

- Here we are hard at work ( ja-na-i)

We gathered tons of signatures. Berlin CoMYV'z rock <3

In Amstelveen we got to the hall at 12 pm and we met another group of sweet CoMyv'z, from Norway this time, they had wonderful entries for the scrapbook, and we proceded to gather signatures again. This time with Gise's help, we also received the pretty entries she has collected *hug*

In Barcelona, we met Afaenia; Lu iletrada; Jou mad_mashroom; Aixa aixixa and collected the UK and Finish entries ( that Janscu collected ).
We were all so tired but still we started working on finally putting the scrapbook together ( since we had no time considering it arrived 1 day before we left)

- here we are workin late at night like good CoMYV'z

Sadly, we didn't get to finish putting it together, and the next day at the waiting line we lost a lot of time painting the Republican Flag and the shirt for Miyavi-sama, and we ran out of glue ( bought one that didn't work) so in the end, the book wasn't completed in order to be offered on stage. Even so, some Spanish CoMYV'z spotted us and gave us some wonderful entries ( they really really are beautiful, like the chibi Miyavi samurai one <3)

We made a common Crew decision to try and give the Scrapbook in Munchen and in the end it was better, because in Spain it was absolutely impossible to give anything on stage, they didn't take anything ( except for a small heart with signatures)

That gave us time to complete and put together the Scrapbook in the car on our way to Munchen ( so really on the last 100 m)

- * breath*

So we also made a fast shaky last page, with msg for kvk boiz and credits

- and so, おわりwe deemed it JOB DONE ~

But...the adventures didn't end here. We of course ended up fashonably late in Munich, we were supposed to meet Ladycaos here but it was close to impossible to get to her spot in the que line ( and we really wanted to just enjoy the music, so we opted for the back, because we were so tired, and we wanted to enjoy our last show to the fullest). For that reason, we were sure we couldn't give the book on stage, so we left it in the car.

After the show was over, we both ran into Saichon-sama and saluted him, but we didn't have the book, by the time my boyfriend ran to the car to get it, they didn't allow us back in the hall *panic*. That's when LadyCaos messaged us to tell us she won't make it to the meeting place because her friend went sick during the concert. We hope she was ok eventually <3
Due to what happened during the show ( and we won't discuss here *sniff*), of course CoMYV had all the right to be angry with the stupid venue, but it seems it happened the other way around. The bodyguards acted just like they had taken a time slip down some preistorical era.
The first one I talked to, trying to explain our project showed me a Japanese girl ( Yoko ) and said she's part of the staff...she seemed familiar as we had seen her when waiting in Berlin for Miyavi-sama but still I asked, of course she was an official CoMiyavi, but not staff. The guard just bluffed...

Then the guards came to push us away from the general area of Pieter Smit no basu-sama ( the bus) even though everyone was just calmly waiting to say goodbye. We tried to talk with another male guard, asked for a second, but then a pmsing short woman came and kept answering 'niet' every time I asked her to listen to us a bit. I ended up having her shove me.

But, still we're stubborn CoMyv so when the guards left we went on the other side of the street ( opossite from the bus) just to see 2 girls talking with DAG FORCE. I crossed the street to investigate maybe we could give it to him and right then another male bodyguard popped up. I told him it's a project European fans worked on for 6 months and if he could just give the book to anyone in Miyavi-sama's staff. I am not even sure how well he understood english but he kept telling me which way the exit was ( exit in the open road???) and...yes, I got shoved again.
So...I went and kicked the first fence then fell to my butt gloriously and started to cry, right in the middle of the street...what a show.

HOW WE COMPLETED THE PROJECT: Funky is the hero of the day though, as she chose the moment to try and sneak in with the book in front of the venue as I was busy acting like a 3 year old that couldn't have the candy ( ~>_<)~ ( by I, I mean Bu de-su-> hajimemashite).

She managed to sneak by the bodyguard and had the incredible CHANCE to see KVK boiz coming down the stairs right then. She screamed ' Just a second' and ' Could you please help me' and Saro-sama, which we now dub European CoMyv's Guardian Angel with all our love came to the fence so she held the book up to him and threw herself into the lovliest monologue ( which neiter of us are sure he understood) explaining how European CoMyv's worked on that book for 6 months for Miyavi-sama. Apparently he did understand something as he asked ' For Miyavi?' she nodded and handed the book, which he took, and lifted up for everyone to see ( well the few fans still there).

The rest is pure crack...me crying on my ass attacked by a running hands waving Funky and then the both of us screaming in Romanian in the middle of the street for at least 1 hour

Everyone...our book ended up in Miyavi's wonderful tap dancer's hands, from which, surely it ended up under those beautiful tattoed fingers we all love. So, for everyone that participated CHEERS~ We did it!

　
　

~ PROJECT COMPLETE~

Edit: I'll cover the rest of the projects in the 2nd part post. Because my fingers hurt right now (≧∇≦)b
That being said, everyone, please check our new community for European CoMiyavi'z here:
http://community.livejournal.com/eurpean_comyv/ コーコでーす

European CoMiyavi-changz!!!!!

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Sun, 08 Jun 2008 10:41:47 GMT

Last reminder ~ (yeeeeeey~)

With 13 days ( that's two weeks!!!!!!) left to the first concert, this is our last reminder:
A big happy bunch of European CoMiyavi-chan(gz) worked hard to put together all the details of our European Fanproject . Or so to say, our thanks for the incredible 10!! concerts we are so lucky to get.
Not only that, but it was Miyavi-sama himself that said he wishes through his concerts and music people would come together and become friends.
With that being said!! It's not too late to join!!! What we need is: ( fallow cut)

European CoMiyavi, going to the European concerts that are want to meet and help us create the biggest happiest crowd to ROCK both the waiting line and the front rows of the gigs.

( on this subject: WE LOVE YOU FANS - Everyone please bring a normal fan on which you write 'we love you' or we <3 u or however you would like. Something like this -> )

At the waiting lines of each concert in Europe we're going to do:

+ a finger painting banner in which everyone is free to take part~
+ and also a message gathering that we will add in our FanDocumentation of the events ( yes that means we're going to take pictures and film at all concert waiting lines - Not during, let's all respect what he asked of us concerning this- so everyone that is not camera shy, please look for the CoMiyavi Crew and help us take the most interesting piccies)

+If you also have some late FanArt that you want to add to the scrapbook ->

Here is the Book's route: Koln, Berlin, Amstelveen and it will probably be given in Barcelona , if not, that would be Munchen. If you are anywhere in this locations and would like to add an entry please look for the finger painting CoMiyavi with shirts that have the simbol in my userpic on the back ( it's the official Miyavi lotus filled with We Love you in most European languages)

And last but not least, any idea is appreciated, and if for nothing else, it's not too late to join our Active meeting Crew and help us show how Miyavi's music really does bring down walls, and so many different people together.

This is not only about the music, but about the 'world peace through music'and 'Individuality' messages he is trying to spread. So let's show him we love him by being part of it, not just spectators~

Our project is based in this Forums: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/
Guide for new commers: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=27670893
Share your concert preparations piccies here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=28211317
The list of our CoMiyavi Crew ( join us!) for each concert here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=27398512
KOLN thread here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=28518929
BERLIN thread here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=28065722
AMSTELVEEN thread here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=27810442
UK thread here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=26437805
SPAIN thread here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=26437696
FINLAND thread here: http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=28756994

～子雅愛～

CoMiyavi Reminder/ Chile message

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Sun, 04 May 2008 01:34:58 GMT

http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=uwI9w1cnxYI

Watching this makes it clear for me that he will go incredibly far. Just like he said, he will do things only he can do. Maybe in a year or two he'll be on big screens in all our countries. Ultimately, it's all up to us. We can make it come true

http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=xBG_aZST3x0&NR=1 -- Apranetly, in Chile Miyavi made it as far as the news, I want to scream or cry and I am not sure which to do first.

http://noix.cl/ and here, you can listen to his wonderful incredible english.

In hopes that this is motivating enough for everyone that loves him, I am posting the link to the EUROPEAN ( and why not, with your help, WORLD WIDE) Kabuki Rock Tour Fanproject again. His music colors our lifes, and as he showes us more and more lately, his music also knows no borders, and we shouldn't either. Chile shows us anything can happen, but not without our love and support.

http://myvproject.forumfree.net/?t=27670893

~Promotion~

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Thu, 01 May 2008 18:55:20 GMT

I am not so good with keeping this place up to date it seems, not that many people even read it.
Even so, for those that happen to wonder to my page:
If you are a Miyavi fan, and plan to join in the This is The Japanese Kabuki Rock tour this year, or simply want to send your thoughts or give your support, join the CoMiyavi Crew in our efforts to make his leap this year a truly significant one.
Obviously, he can only give as much and as CoMiyavi we should always strive to find ways to show our devation. Simply buying a ticket to his show is not enough,it proves his value as a musician, but it doesn't prove to him that his message did indeed reach us.
So this year, let's bring down the walls and come together to shout in one, loud voice "We love you".
http://myvproject.forumfree.net/ Join our efforts to make this project come true.

Europe Scrapbook FanProject

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Sat, 01 Mar 2008 13:52:28 GMT

Alright!!! You all saw ashura_alexis' post, she had already started an Italy project complete with a domain, also, in America if anyone fallowed the JJR forums, people are already working on their own projects. (please refer to her post, or to myvproject2008 )
As far as I can see the rest of Europe is falling behind, but, because I am one of those ( I'm sure more of you are around) that was in Bonn last year, I know there is no shortage of love coming from the rest of Europe, all we need to do is get together and start working, we need to repay him somehow for all the hard work and soul he put in his music and every single concert.

Maybe some of you won't be buying tickets for personal reasons, or maybe you just feel it's too hard to get involved in such a project, but I would like everyone to remember we are not alone. There is no one person that will be doing this work alone, rather, this means it's time for comiyavi to show what we can do through teamwork!! Every picture, thought, art or whatever comes to mind sent for this project means we are one step closer to being able to make this idea come true.

Let's at least start by getting together, here or on the other lj created especially for the fanprojects this year.

Me and f4nky_punk will most likely be at the fallowing locations: France, Germany and London at least 1 day prior to the concert, so we can also all get together before the actual event to decide on last minute details, last minute recruiting or whatever else last-minute ideas that come to mind. If every of the mentioned country already has a person that started the project, please provide us with the links so that we can start helping as soon as possible. If not, let's at least start the Europe FanProject together, since splitting it up at a later time when we have more people involved should not prove to difficult

If you are from Europe please reply and give us your ideas ( or the progress if you already started a project of your own). Every single one of your thoughts and ideas count.

Perfect morning?

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 09:51:49 GMT

Busy busy busy ( write busy, read I got the hell out of me bored/ makes sense?)
DEMO!
~drum roll~ I had to do something insane so I woke up one Saturday morning and decided to finally get it! kya~ ( write kya, read X.x).
So I went to the mall...and almost died because they had exactly what I wanted...in the end however it seemed I had to wait and make an appointment...So anti-climatic isn't it?
Sunday night was the worst I couldn't sleep at all, and then Monday during English literature class I was shaking so bad I couldn't even hold a pen.
But 7pm Monday came and I went back to the Mall, after being badly disappointed but life sucks sometimes ( even so I'm set on ignoring the little detail) and...I had to go in all alone...and there was this big muscly ( surprisingly nice) guy in there and...well
-> the result. Kyaaaaaa~ ( write kyaaa~~, read KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaa~)

Of course all is nice and I am happy, it's been 4 days and I had no good sleep yet...are Tattoos actually made to prepare you for having baby's? You have to use ointment on it every 3 hours...even during the night...And suddently, I have this much more new found respect for ー雅ー ( not because of pain resistance, but because of perseverance...subarashii ka na??)

Well, on a total different note...I think today I realised how a perfect morning looks:
-> getting ready to leave for college with self made pathetic looking sandwiches, milk chokoreto syrop and some more milk coffee, my laptop and the incredible @#$%^^&^$$## sounds coming from my laptop ( 3 guesses what I was listening, mochiron, 2 don't count.) Isn't life just wonderfull?

And to top it all, I am off to meet my lovely lady...whom I love so damn fuckin incredibly much ( you better read this バカなベイビ）
Tschues. ( or whoever you type that)

Kyo mo subarashii yo!!!

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 22:01:09 GMT

I really really think once you start looking for happy moments and places, they just keep coming at you, with such speed, and such intensity that it leaves you wordless!

Even the bad things! Today, even if I was going out with my deeply religious, annoyingly stubborn ( also set on converting me) father. I just set my mind on having a great day!
( because I really can't afford any other bad dayz yo. I refuze. I refuze. I SAID I REFUZE haha)

And so...when I met him I was already set on that. GREAT DAY, great day... and then, he of course proceded to explain how with his ultimetly performat binoculars he was looking at the sky and...guess what yo ( ignore the many yo'z)...HE FOUND GOD ( gasp). Charming! So, he went on explaing how, guess WHAT the many starts on the sky had geometrical or all kind of shapes ( no really??? O.o) and how if I threw random rocks on the ground they won't get arranged like that ( he...maybe if I throw 3 rocks, try trowing 3 00000000000000000xxx rocks on the ground and I'm sure you'll find even Mona Lisa if you try hard enough) Ya...m not bein damn sarcastic. So of course I was getting more and more annoyed, I went through the usual habbit of bting my lips to keep the acid replies in. But ya know what? I WANTED MY DAMN GREAT DAY. So I didn't let his babbling ruin it so instead I just went ahead giving him the MHM threatment...and then...well...EVERYTHING started going great:

We were heading for the old part of Bucharest ( which happens to be a shopping center as well) but I live at the edge of town so it was a 40 minute ride or so. BUT right from the start we found empty sits...AND I got to sit down! ( shut up m not talking like an old lady) and the funny thing is, my father just sat down on different sit, and let his wife sit with me ( no more buzzing (cheers!) Now that I had my peace back I started doing something to improve my mood ( PICTURES AHEAD)

Did you notice that, when you really want to take a picture, always, and I mean ALWAYS, somethin nice pops out of nowhere???

So, we got down from the bus, and even just the fact it's the same way I used to go to college everyday and it made me feel a bit better ( yeah, strangely enough I can say I miss school...heh?). My father and his wife are both painters, and his wife just wanted to go buy some paintin stuff ( don't ask me I have no idea what those were) THE POINT IS -> I GOT MY GREAT DAY:
Turns out, in the old part of Bucureshti there is this...alley...like, some kind of painter's alley??? Only with painting shops! SUBARASHII...That place...walking straight from the center of the busy loud growing city into that...incredible place of...PAST and QUIET and...ahhhhh I was simply left speechless I couldn't belive such a place could be found only a few meters from the BULEVARD and the commercial center ( AND my college and I never found that place- maybe I wasn't looking for it)

Kirei naa~~~
And the SKY The sky was incredible-> ( I think lately, I am turning more and more obsesed over the sky, like everytime I'd be down and baka...I just look up and DAMMIT the sky is there hahah)

Is it me or this is turning HUGE? I don't care really it's my journal.w. But, it doesn't even stop here! My father didn't even MENTION religion for the rest of the day ( or any bad staff for that matter since they kept complaing about this and that and how the city is constantly under construction and i told them to shut up. Coz I'm mean! >:3 ne..actually I told them i wanna think positive andif they keep complaing I won't listen) NOT only that, but my father actually got in the mood to take funny pictures: - w

And just when I thought everything was going great, the strangest thing happened: I was taking this picture of some painted old, and a girl with a huge proffesional camera was lurking around and I really thought she was taking sky pictures? 0.o because the sky is a nice thing to take pictures of ( DEFINETLY) but...when I passed by her she went : Ah....excuse me can I take your picture - blink moment?- Ah...I said ok? but it seemed so damn strange she said she's been looking for a person to fit that picture on the wall for days and I was perfect ( haha she must have needed glasses really yo) but I ended up posing and feeling ridiculos?

-> for referance. chubby me+ retro painting...blink?

So, in the end...I went and bought myself the greatest BAG ever..it's just gorgeous ( well, my mobile phone killed the colors)

Sa...KYO mo..subarashii Yo...

Even with my father...

UReshiii

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Sep 2007 16:33:32 GMT

AH I found the greatest place! Or maybe it found me

Maybe I just ended up seeing the things I wouldn't have seen before but...Today I started walking with ma and I felt so tired I couldn't even talk properly with her, and I could see I disapointed her because she kept looking at me and saying " comme on, you're doing it to yourself, you're not really sleepy pull yourself together" BUt I just couldn't...even if I did try, I even bought a coke thought I HATE that drink, but cofeine is good if you're sleepy (or so they say) but it didn't even help me one bit.

I didn't want to disapoint ma either so I ended up walking with her because she had to pay the light...and because there were workers on the main street she took me through a park ( through which I've actually been a lot of times) and though I was sleepy and not in the best mood something woke me up instantly: It was the sound of falling water... And even though I've been there a lot of times I never really saw that place: just...some kind of improvised waterfall but...at that monment it looked so nice~

So I couldn't help but run there and stick my hand right in. BECAUSE it was so...nice and I closed my eyes just imagined myself somewhere in the mountains with my hand in a real waterfall. All of a sudden I felt so GREAT again. And feeling great somehow equaled having to take pictures so...I took a lot ( more like 98 haha)

But most of all I liked it than Ma was there and even if I started the day being so tired I eneded up staying for almost two hours in that place just too listen to the water. Wiht mummy too.
-> she doesn't look happy about my victory sign I wonder why.

But in the end, today too I learned something. It doesn't even really matter where you are, in any country...in any place on this Earth as long as you want it you will find a place that is beautiful enough to change your day. And the real beauty of it is...others might pass that place without even noticing it.

This is a country in the midst of economic growth, even after so many years we're still living in a huge construction site, prices go up...they go down...everything is madly expensive...people get angry...but even in the middle of this, to find a place that makes you smile...this really made my day.

The Secret!!!!! Kami SAMA! or is it the WHOLE UNIVeRSE??!??

god_ofshadows@yahoo.com — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 17:55:39 GMT

I never ever...ever though I would be writing such a thing...never!

Demo...everything in this worldd happens for a reason! It must be so...even me doing something I always thought I would never do, like typing here...Mostly because maybe I always thought there are not enough people that would read. But, things happened and I've come to realize that even if there is not one single person to read this, even typing my own thoughts is meaningful. Because..."The mind is the limit!!!!"

I've seen it...finally I've seen it and I should have done so earlier.
THE Secret!!!! I can't belive it! ( though I really do) I don't even have enough words to type right now exactly the impact this had on me...it made me cry...it made me smile...it made me want to scream to the world that I am happy. It made me realize how important and beautiful every single human being is. But most of all, it gave me back what I thought I lost...IT MADE me feel...strongly and deeply that all my thoughts don't go no where...even if sometimes I told people to stop sending bad energy to people they don't know but never...I never really thought about it...trying to piece it together. Basically...all my convinctions went against a wall:
~~ I belived, always that our life is in and only in our hands.
~~ I, for a very long time, despite my father being deeply religious, belived religion is just a way to give power to those who can not get it themselves...a way for those who lack the will and trust in themselves ( but also a restrain). And I tryed to understand this because, as far as I see it...if only by beliving in some higher power you can attein what you want, and reach the goals you set, then it's perfectly fine. But still, it hurts that it also acts as chains around people, making them belive they are small, making them belive that everything they do well is a result of some higher power exercising will and everything they do wrong is of their own doing. Why can they not see that the only miracles out there are US. We are the miracles, and we do what we do by different means, but in the end it's us. Even if you belive God helped you...it was in the end Your belive in God...not God himself.
~~ I always tryed to ignore those around me that can't and won't understand my way of being rather than change...I do not care if others look my way...I never did but...
In the end... there was always the wall of others. Every time I start beliving Icould do so many things the fact that my liberty stops where others starts made me come back to the so called reality face first...

But then this movie...It was like the pieces of a puzzle being put back together! Understanding that it is not you influencing others...it's simply like your thoughts create a wall against the people that don't understand you...It is as if you don't want them there, they simply stop existing for you, stop interacting. You only attract the people you want too...how much that can mean! And in the end...there is nothing you should do...just be happy! That is all, how simple life really is!

And today, after my mum showed the movie to me and we went in the parc to talk about it, I couldn't stop thinking how many people don't even know how they chain themsleves, how many people don't even realize this vicious circles we're caught in...How many kids come to this Earth out of mistakes, to parents that do not have the knowledge and will to give them a bright future by simply sharing wise words and love...but the more things I found wrong with the world, the more I realized how many good things also sorround us...How little money and social position actually count when we have our thoughts and walks in the parc and a WHOLE life ahead of us and so many people we can help...
Honto ni subrashii yone~

And now, I understand much better the meaning of us, this Generation...and how we really are the future, because we were the lucky ones that LIVE now...now when the world is open to us, both through connections and thoughts. Because all of us are individuals and all of us want different things and all of them are equally important and can happen at the same time ! We can change...we can become what we want and still stay who we are. We don't need models because we have ourselves...AND WE KNOW THIS. And we have Time.

My words are not enough, simply not enough. Only my thoughts can express things now.

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